I AM SO SORRY FOR POSTING SO MUCH TONIGHT! I CAN'T HELP MYSELF.!

i love this so much though. thank god I've found it again. that feeling. that i always go in the summer years ago. i haven't had it in 3 years. its so strange to have this again.

don't go running away from me. you're exactly what i needed. i really don't give a shit about what every one's saying about us. about you. and me. i'm content with it. you're worth it to me. every second of hurt i know its a step closer to being happy with you, somewhere so far away from them, they won't have any idea where i went. that's what i want. to disappear. to be invisible. for just a while. invisible.