I am so done with this shit. I can't wait to leave. You seriously don't understand how much I hate you right now. I didn't do anything wrong. You treat me like shit and I don't deserve that. You're bitchy and immature. Really, grow the fuck up. You're 40 years old. I swear to God when I leave I am never coming back, fucking bitch. Just wait, four years and I'll be gone. I want to start over without you or any of them. I want to be totally alone on the west coast.

I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD. I'M NEVER LOOKING BACK.