I'm sorry. I'm a liar. and I'm a cheat. I'm sorry. I killed it. I'm sorry. I feel like I should write you a 20 page letter telling you how much I love you and how sorry I am. But I won't. You've made it clear you're done. You gave me some of the most amazing memories of my life. You were my light in darkness. And you were my best friend. I'll miss you so much and I feel like I died inside. But I've made it through a lot in my life. I think I'll be ok. You will be too. We can do this. Right? Yeah.