How to feel something

1. cry.
2. turn the music up. loud so you can't hear yourself breaking down. 
3.  put up glow in the dark stars so that you have something to wish on. 
4.  turn off the clocks, so you have an excuse for being late. 
5.  swallow the fears so your throat will warm. 
6.  pray until you realize god isn't listening.
7.  laugh at yourself before everyone else fines a reason too.
8.  sleep all day and write all night.
9.  push yourself to the brink of insanity.
10.  look in the mirror, see what everyone sees.
11.  kiss someone you aren't supposed to kiss.
12.  fall in love with them.
13.  ruin it.
14.  see step one.