Its so hard to be sad lately. Its hard to sit down and cry and write a dark poem. Its too hard to eat a box of cookies and hate myself for a week. Its too hard to be sad. I'm so happy. You make me so happy. Half the time I hate you. You're selfish and cocky. Inconsiderable, arrogant, pompous ass. You're obnoxious, immature, dramatic and irritating. 

when I love you though, its so easy


you're beautiful, smart, funny. you're sweet and thoughtful. Exciting, independent and impressive. strong and understanding. 


in the end everything i don't like about you, is exactly what keeps me coming back for more.