but i can't cause to many people i know read this blog.]]
I feel so confused lately. I don't know what to do with myself. I feel like throwing you off a bridge.
but then I feel like running to the bottom to catch you.
I feel so happy for what I've done.
But I feel guilty for being happy.
I feel like me having the best time without you, is terrible. I should be sad and quiet. But I'm not. And I don't wanna be.
I'm having to much fun. I'm laughing to hard. I'm to focused on making it to Monday to think about tomorrow. I'm to excited to get that again.