[[I have so many things to say.

but i can't cause to many people i know read this blog.]]

I feel so confused lately. I don't know what to do with myself. I feel like throwing you off a bridge.

but then I feel like running to the bottom to catch you.


I feel so happy for what I've done.

But I feel guilty for being happy.
As always.

I feel like me having the best time without you, is terrible. I should be sad and quiet. But I'm not. And I don't wanna be.

I'm having to much fun. I'm laughing to hard. I'm to focused on making it to Monday to think about tomorrow. I'm to excited to get that again.

that feeling. of flying.

I want that. I wanted you to give me that.

why don't you...?