I'm trying so fucking hard to hold it all together.
I'm broken hearted and I'm sad. I'm stressed and I'm tired. I miss you.
I'm trying so fucking hard to slap a smile on my face.
I'm in love and I'm excited. I'm having fun and I'm happy. I don't miss you.
I hate this.
I love this.
I hate every single one of my "friends". Old friends that is. From previous years, boring "friends". "Friends" that talk shit and fake laugh. "Friends" that play hide and seek when I need them. "Friends" that stand next to you in the spotlight, but not in the darkness.
Friends that lie.
Friends that remind me of who I used to be.
2 comments:
im really sorry, i know i haven't been the greatest friend with all the drama, but you know i love you most;)
I know how it feels:|
,
Abbey***
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